“Need a new job soon
Level of frustration builds
Not enjoying my work”
“Packing up to move
Compacted down to boxes
“Time for some changes
Mistakes left back in the past
Lessons to be learned”
I’ve been doing a lot of thinking over the course of this weekend and it all sits around three simple questions.
These three little questions are probably the most important ones that I ask myself repeatedly on a regular basis.
“Dark days drawing in
Early mornings pastel dull light
Winter is coming”
Well so far today I’ve managed to apply for just under fifty new roles. I tend to find that carpet bombing agencies with my curriculum vitae tends to get the ball rolling fairly quickly.
Aside from that I’m just feeling a bit restless, I hate the uncertainty when I’m shifting between clients and the potentially knock on effect it has on those around me that I care about.
“Been a very long day
Reflecting upon the future
Time for some changes”
“So much left to do
Almost to busy to breathe
Need some time to think”
I’m finding myself in a bit of a funny mood right now and I can’t work out why. There doesn’t appear to be any particular reason for it at the moment, or at least nothing I can really put my finger upon.
Perhaps I’m just a bit down at the moment or just plain tired.
It’s a bit like the sort of feeling that I normally tend to get as the days start grow shorter and the nights draw in, which is odd considering that it’s mid summer at the moment.
I guess it might also be related to the fact that I’m starting to look for a new role, as my current contract is coming to an end. This is the first time that I’ve had to deal with this since moving to a poly lifestyle.