I’ve been very quiet for the last few months due to really life becoming extremely busy and more complicated than usual.
The shape of my personal polycule has changed a bit too in the last few weeks. My wife has discovered that one of her partners was not being completely honest with her and they are in the process of being been removed from te herd; meanwhile my girlfriend has started a new relationship and is currently enjoying the initial NRE period, while learn to wrestle with time and multiple partner management.
Personally I’m stuck in the middle trying to work out what I want from life and counting down the days to a well deserved holiday in a couple of weeks time.
Don’t get me wrong, I like my life but I’m feeling so fundamentally time poor at the moment that it’s sucking all the joy out of the good stuff because its rushed.
Maybe I need some quality “Me Time”, perhaps I’ve got so caught up looking after my life and managing it, that I’ve forgotten how to actually live and enjoy it.
I really need to take sometime and think through how I get myself out of this current slump and back in the game.
Practicing self analysis can be both a blessing and a curse. I need to recognise some home truths and identify how I wish to deal with them going forward.
Wish me luck 😉