￼I can smell rain on the air and hear thunder in the distance, but a least I’m heading away from it.
I really have no idea at this moment what the future holds for me, I guess I just need to recharge my batteries before I take the next step.
I miss having certain people in my life right now, letting go is really tough. It’s amazing how many stages of grief you can put yourself through.
I did however have a good chat with someone this week and they actually understood what I have been going through and why it hurts so much.
I’ve learned that there is probably no such thing as closure. I the have to remind myself again, that there is no such thing as closure…
I’m also sure that I made the right decision a while back and if I really look hard the decision was really made late last year. You live and learn.
I have promised myself not to make the same mistakes while riding the crest of the NRE wave, it’s quite a ride. But when the wave finally breaks it’s a long way down and the possibility of drowning is extremely high.
Luckily I’m a strong swimmer, so I need to get back up and wait for the next wave.
Poly, proud and imperfect, but full of love for the world and those wiling to embrace it with me.